Tuesday, June 02, 2009


I'm not sure why but I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed right now. Maybe it's something in the water. Maybe it's trying to keep a food journal and becoming a bit obsessive about that. Maybe it's that I have to train tutors this week (standing up in front of a group!). Maybe it's the dreary, rainy weather. Whatever it is it's got me suffering angst and I don't like it.

It's quite the vicious circle. I'm feeling anxious. Then I feel anxious about why I'm feeling anxious. Then I think maybe I'm crazy for feeling this way and I get down on myself for being so down on myself. You get the idea.

Whatever the reason, my heart or my shoes, I'm just sitting here, hating the blues.*

*With apologies to Dr. Seuss


Kate said...

Ah yes, the anxiety cycle. Don't worry, you'll feel better once you've gotten everything done and get to relax at lunch on Friday, right? And don't stress too much about the food journal. It's not worth becoming obsessive over.

Pammeey said...

It's kind of my thing, though, becoming obsessive over things that aren't worth it. Thus, the anxiety whirlpool. But there's nothing quite like hot and sour soup to take away the angst.